One day, a pretty little girl came to the ward next to me. She looked the same age as me. Maybe she was unfamiliar at first, but she and I didn’t communicate even when we met.
Until one time, I walked alone in the hospital park and happened to meet that little girl wearing a pink dress and a white bench, playing the sogeum carefully is the most representative song of friz kreise, Love and Joy.
In the golden glow, she seems like a dazzling star, and the scenery in the crowd is self-contained. It is full of joy, joy and warmth, and the piano floats leisurely, which makes people feel quiet and peaceful.
When she finished playing, I applauded and walked up to her, but I was surprised to find that she was sweating and panting as if she were exhausted
I quickly stepped forward to hold her and asked her about her physical condition. She smiled at me and said that she was fine and thanked my heart.
We sat on a bench and chatted together. I praised her for playing the piano. She said modestly that she still had to work hard. In a few days, she had to take part in an important competition and still had to step up her practice.
I admire her perseverance, and even if she is unwell in the hospital, she still doesn’t give up practicing Xiaoqin, which shows that she loves Xiaoqin deeply. She smiles clearly and tells me with emotion that life is short, so I must do what I love while I have a lifetime, or I will regret it.
I teased her at an early age and talked like an elder who had experienced wind, frost, snow and rain, and taught a naive teenager. She still smiled brightly like the warm sun on the horizon.
From that day on, we became good friends who got along well with each other. She had a nice name called angel Ange.
Ange has a very strange disease and often faints. However, the doctor can’t find out exactly what the disease is. She is given a drip to be hospitalized for observation. Every time ange feels that her body has recovered, she will go to the park to practice Xiaoqin.
She is always happy and likes to make me laugh. I have never seen her show sadness or pain in front of outsiders.
Inexplicably, when I was with her for a long time, I gradually became infected by her, and the number of tantrums began to decrease and my mood became better and better.
I finally understand what ange is. She is really an angel who brings me happiness.
My fifteenth birthday was spent in the hospital, and ange knew that I like basketball, so she gave me many basketballs with nba autographs. I was very surprised and asked her if she would get so many basketballs with nba autographs. She said humorously that because she was an angel, she couldn’t.
Later, I saw ange participate in the sogeum competition on the live broadcast, and I was surprised to learn that she was actually the talented sogeum player and that she had a brother who was an nba star.
Everything comes to him who waits. ange was confident, elegant and brilliant before she successfully won the championship spotlight in that important competition.
Unfortunately, when the reporter asked ange a question, ange fainted again, and she was taken to the hospital by an ambulance for treatment.
Ange, who is in hospital, is still the careless girl who likes to laugh and is heartless and happy. She has not put her illness at ease.
Ange’s positive energy affects my body’s gradual recovery. The doctor said that I will be discharged soon. I excitedly told angeange the good news, hugged me with relief and excitement, and printed a soft kiss on my cheek.
Ange’s appearance made my body recover quickly, but I didn’t know at that time that ange’s condition was getting worse and worse uncontrollably.
One evening, I finished my rehabilitation training from the rehabilitation room and planned to chat with ange in the ward. I’m afraid I just pushed the door and ran into ange sitting on the cold floor.
I immediately rushed over to help ange up, but ange decisively refused to help me. She told me very seriously that she could get up by herself.
That was the first time I saw ange’s unsmiling manner. I don’t know what happened to her before I went to see her. The whole thing looked serious.
Ange’s legs seem to have lost all their strength and become soft and weak. She can’t get up when sitting on the floor.
I was so worried about ange that I was so tired that I still didn’t move. I wanted to help her again. She suddenly yelled at me, "I must get up by myself if you don’t come over."
I watched ange get up again and again and tried my best, but I still failed.
Ange can’t bear it. "Are you my leg or not? Get up!" She slapped her legs desperately and tears flooded the beautiful face that used to have a flowery smile.
Ange cried and tore her heart out. I saw her despair. At that moment, my heart was like a drop of blood. It was very painful.
In the days to come, I often go for a walk in the park behind ange’s back. She can no longer walk or play the sogeum because her hands can no longer bear the weight of the sogeum, but ange accepted the reality frankly and she returned to the happy girl who loves to laugh.
But every time I watch ange’s illness get worse and worse, she smiles at me strongly, and my heart is as painful as a knife. When I think that her days are numbered, I am more afraid of losing her and losing my angel.
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Chapter one hundred and sixty The bottom of my heart secret ()
I love ange, a happy angel who accidentally broke into my life. She makes me laugh every day and brings me unexpected joy. It seems that my dim life has only begun to become gorgeous since she started, and the time with her will always be so close, so warm and so beautiful.
I don’t know how many people are so beautiful and kind. A girl has chosen to make her terminally ill in her brightest years. She is too young. She has not yet entered the flower season.
Ange once told me that she always had an unfulfilled wish that she had never been to northern Europe, and she really wanted to see the aurora and snowflakes there.
So I promised ange that I would take her to Tromso, Norway, to see the dreamy and beautiful aurora and the snowstorm in the underworld of ofoen Islands when I was discharged from the hospital. She didn’t know that I wanted it to be as beautiful as a fairy tale and told her how much I liked her in the Arctic Circle.
However, ange’s health is getting weaker and weaker, and her face is getting haggard. Death is getting closer and closer to her footsteps, and my days with her are getting shorter and shorter. I am afraid, confused and heartbroken. I don’t know if I will come to help ange realize her unfinished wish.
I hate that fate is unfair and cruel to ange. In the dark, I hide in the quilt and secretly cry. I can’t bear ange to bear my angel.
I don’t know if careful ange saw through the deep sadness in my heart. She came to my ward alone in a wheelchair that night.
Pale and slender hands struggled to lift and gently shed tears on my face. ange still smiled at me like a flower. "Don’t cry, Grace. Everyone will leave this world. I just walked a little faster than others."
Didn’t you say that I was an angel left behind by the emperor? Now the emperor found my place and he decided to take me back to heaven, because angels always belong to heaven. Angels have completed her mission and she will return to her place.
I feel lucky that I have always loved my parents, and then I met you, the brightest light in my life.
You know, because of my physical condition, there are very few people who really want to be friends with me since I was a child, and I can find a sense on the stage.
And you are the first boy who is willing to come near me. I will always remember the bright sunshine on that day. The handsome and beautiful boy clapped his hands appreciatively and walked steadily towards me. His smile was so beautiful that it made gentle ripples in my heart.
You will seriously listen to me playing the same sogeum song over and over again, and you will share with me your experience after listening to each song; You will listen to me quietly and then giggle with me.
You are so smart, I am the same age as you, and you have entered the university, but I have missed a lot of middle school lessons because of hospitalization. You patiently taught me again and again.
I feel cheerful after my legs lost their walking function. You carry me to the park for a walk every day.
You carried me to the top of the mountain to watch the beautiful sunrise;
It was you who carried me behind my back to see the vast blue sea, the soft beach and the cool sea breeze. You ran forward happily behind my back and said to me excitedly, "Look ange, you are an angel, an angel can fly." At that moment, I was so happy that I cried.
Sometimes I often think selfishly that I can’t walk, and there’s nothing wrong with it. I still have you. You can go wherever you want behind my back. We can see every charming scenery in the world. If only I could be carried like this by you forever.
But I can’t lose my mind. You never belong to me. You are the star, the moon and the sun. I was just lucky enough to catch you and cast a ray of light to brighten my dark life.
You will live a long life, you will meet the real angel in your life, you will become lovers, and you will have a lovely baby who will be happy forever.
I am satisfied to know you, and I have no regrets. What a lucky girl I am.
Enze, don’t be sad. You said that you like watching me laugh, and I tasted it again. I don’t like watching you laugh. I hope that you can still laugh happily without me in the future. Peace and joy in your life are the greatest comfort to me. "
I held ange tightly in my arms and cried bitterly. I said I hadn’t taken her to Tromso to see the aurora and the snowstorm in ofoen Islands. She had lived in my heart and I couldn’t accept the fact that she was leaving me. I hadn’t told her that I liked her.
Ange snuggled up to my shoulder and I felt her cry, but she still smiled and told me that she had seen the aurora and I was her most beautiful aurora, which she would always remember.
I kissed ange’s cold red lips for a long time, and she didn’t move. She was me, ange, my girl and my angel.
Ange died a week later, just as she told me, the emperor took her back to heaven, and angels belong to heaven.
Later, I went to Norway alone. I saw the breathtaking aurora in Tromso and the shocking snowstorm in ofoen Islands. I shouted at the snow-capped mountains in the vast white world, "ange, did you see me in heaven? Did you see the aurora? Did you see the blizzard? ange, I like you and I won’t forget you."
By the time I returned to the United States from Norway, the climate had warmed up. I knew that spring was coming, and there was no ange any more. I will start a new life with ange who will always stay in my heart. I will live well with my family, and I will live in heaven. ange also lost the unknown true love that I was destined to spend the rest of my life with.
It was many years later that I accidentally reunited with you in Y City, and my heart was very pleasantly surprised. I never thought that I would be lucky enough to meet my first love. Although you always turned a blind eye to me before, I always kept you in my heart.
I am grateful to God and ange for her spirit. I believe she blessed me to meet you again. Since then, I have decided that my other half is you and you.
However, we have many ups and downs, and we have loved and hated each other, but we still torture each other with love in the end. All our worries, hesitations, entanglements, contradictions and struggles seem to be wronged by each other, but in fact they are just deceiving themselves and hurting each other.
On the day you left, I couldn’t sleep all night. I sat on the sofa and thought a lot.
It’s all my fault that I’m too selfish and too sexual. In my attention, I installed prosthetic legs and ignored your love for me.
I am proud to have you by my side. I should love you more, spoil you and love you. I also feel inferior to breaking your heart and finally have to leave me in disappointment.
Yushi looked for me alone before she left Y City. She advised me to get you back. I have missed you once and I can’t miss you again foolishly.
She said that there is nothing wrong with me. I have already missed you once. If I miss you again, I will really lose my head and become the stupidest man in the world. I keep saying that I love you, but you are disheartened and leave me. What’s the difference between me and those who are duplicitous and ungrateful?